I wish I would've felt better

I cleaned the kitchen, cleared and swept a bit. I watched a movie, "Say Anything", then I was just going to take a siesta when my sisters-in-law stopped in. I invited them to my older son's house and when we got there it turned out that my other son was there with his family, visiting. So it turned into a family reunion of sorts. I just wish I would've been well to really have fun with the grand kids. I'm getting really anxious, waiting. I wonder how much longer it's going to be before I heal? My nerves are making me eat! So now I feel worse because I know I'm gaining extra weight! Lent is beginning on this Wednesday so that will help me. Hopefully the extra praying will help me get better. I'm not motivated to work on any of my hobbies, it's sad really because now's the time I could really take the time to do some of my projects. I will just wait for the LORD to heal me in HIS time. In JESUS' holy Name I pray.