September 30, 2012

Here I am 2 months later, my life is confused.

I decided to go see T, S W and M and a few days before then I was calmly & peacefully at home when K called.  The talk was fine at first until he began to talk politics again.  

He and I don't agree.  His voice elevated and I told him to stop yet he went on.  To the point of yelling at me.  To make things worse he accused me of some terrible things that I have never even thought of much less say to anyone!  I told him he was wrong.  He then said he would pray for me because I am so wrong by my beliefs.  He got even louder and more accusing SO I told him I couldn't believe what he was accusing me of and hung up the phone on him.

 He hurt me by what he said and he has yet to apologize for it but I beginning to think it's not going to happen.....

So I went on my trip, I'm gone for 12 days.  I return.  I am exhausted, I go get groceries so that I can visit with MM, then that night I AM wiped out!!!

TI calls asking for vet #s not saying why he needs them and speaking really rude to me.  So I figure, here it goes again!  Now it's the other one being disrespectful to me!!!

It turns out that his pet rabbit was choking and then it didn't make it.

Guess who is being blamed for his accident?   ME!    WOW!!!

So later TI sent me a text with bad words and the anger is now about why don't I want to go anywhere with him or do anything with him or visit his home.   WOW!!

He then sent a text telling me that from now on he's waiting to be invited to my home if I want him here.
 (Oh by the way, he also told me to go back where I had been)

So now I am at a loss as to why they both decided to hurt me.
I DID NOT INSTIGATE ANY OF THIS AND I MOST CERTAINLY DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE LOSS OF TI'S PET!    
I forgot that TI also told off MG.  Now he's refusing to bring X to be here with us.  How cruel.............................

May God speak to these men and have them realize their errors.

IN JESUS' MOST HOLY NAME I PRAY, PLEASE HELP  LORD.