September 30, 2012

Here I am 2 months later, my life is confused.

I decided to go see T, S W and M and a few days before then I was calmly & peacefully at home when K called.  The talk was fine at first until he began to talk politics again.  

He and I don't agree.  His voice elevated and I told him to stop yet he went on.  To the point of yelling at me.  To make things worse he accused me of some terrible things that I have never even thought of much less say to anyone!  I told him he was wrong.  He then said he would pray for me because I am so wrong by my beliefs.  He got even louder and more accusing SO I told him I couldn't believe what he was accusing me of and hung up the phone on him.

 He hurt me by what he said and he has yet to apologize for it but I beginning to think it's not going to happen.....

So I went on my trip, I'm gone for 12 days.  I return.  I am exhausted, I go get groceries so that I can visit with MM, then that night I AM wiped out!!!

TI calls asking for vet #s not saying why he needs them and speaking really rude to me.  So I figure, here it goes again!  Now it's the other one being disrespectful to me!!!

It turns out that his pet rabbit was choking and then it didn't make it.

Guess who is being blamed for his accident?   ME!    WOW!!!

So later TI sent me a text with bad words and the anger is now about why don't I want to go anywhere with him or do anything with him or visit his home.   WOW!!

He then sent a text telling me that from now on he's waiting to be invited to my home if I want him here.
 (Oh by the way, he also told me to go back where I had been)

So now I am at a loss as to why they both decided to hurt me.
I DID NOT INSTIGATE ANY OF THIS AND I MOST CERTAINLY DID NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE LOSS OF TI'S PET!    
I forgot that TI also told off MG.  Now he's refusing to bring X to be here with us.  How cruel.............................

May God speak to these men and have them realize their errors.

IN JESUS' MOST HOLY NAME I PRAY, PLEASE HELP  LORD.

Hadn't been here in a very long while.  Lots has gone on.  I'm here because I commented on Mirabal's blog which brought me here.
I went back to my very first post and it was about my mom.  I am surprised at what I wrote.  I like it.  Maybe I'll implement it again into my life at this stage.  Only because it's summer.  I wouldn't get up early in the cold winter mornings.  heehee!  as Mirabal would laugh!
I'll get back here and report on whether I even did Some of my Mom's examples after all!  Ha Ha!
 

The Beautiful Mare...

Our Beautiful Sparkling Sweetie[Sparkle] left us on Friday August 6th 2010 at 8pm.

She hadn't been well for awhile, having trouble walking, couldn't see out of her left eye but every once in a while she'd trot around and even get into a gallop.

For months she'd been having trouble getting up after her naps, but managed to get herself up and kept on going. She never missed a meal! Bless her big heart. She was such a great mom to her colts and adopted colts and fillies after we stopped breeding her.

She was kept like a queen. We all loved her so much. I'll always remember how the girls used to braid her mane. After her baths she shined and glistened because of her beautiful white coat.

I'll be crying for her for a long time just as I have for Savannah. They, were good friends by the way. Now they're both enjoying life in God's Garden where all the good pets go in Heaven.

LOBOS WIN AGAIN IN MARCH MADNESS!!

Our Home Team, the UNM LOBOS, won their latest basketball game over Montana tonight. Lots of hard work by a great team. Congratulations to our Guys tonight and onward to the next battle!!! GO LOBOS ALL THE WAY!!!

LENTEN SEASON 2010

I was thinking the other day that we are in the 2000's. My dad made it and surpassed the year 2000. Wow. I remembered how as a kid I thought it was really going to be major just getting to 1970.

I don't feel as old as I really am. I wonder how many other people feel younger, as I do. I see my grandchildren and they're so beautiful and handsome and wonderful. I look at my children, they're also all these things and can't believe they're as old as they are. Wow.

Here I am, at Lent 2010. I made all the traditional Lenten meals that my grandma and mom always prepared and of course I made my dad's favorite whole wheat pudding. Of course I missed serving all those dishes to him. He's proud that I'm still doing it, I'm sure.

I was this morning watching some videos of the grandkids and of course there was my sweet father, I stopped them so I wouldn't cry. Writing here now I'm in tears. It hurts so bad.

He's with me always, still guiding me by jarring my memories with his wisdom of staying in constant prayer for the family and friends. Teaching me to "be there" when I'm needed.

I am so grateful to my dad and mom that they gave me their Faith and their Church to help me live a good life and teach my family to do the same. To Know, Love and Serve the LORD daily.

I'm looking forward to Easter and my newest grandbaby's Baptism in April. But first, I'm looking forward to Saint Patty's Day! My 2nd most favorite day of the year next to Christmas!

PEACE TO EVERYONE!!! Joy

More Space...

It's been great, clearing and cleaning my newly acquired space since my last child found her own apartment and moved out. I now have a sewing/quilting/painting room and my DH has an office. YAY! I miss my daughter, not her stuff. Albuquerque is snowy and very cold at this moment. I hope I don't have to go out for anything tomorrow! We're nice and cozy sitting by the fireplace and I wish it could last all weekend but alas, my DH does work for a living, [still]. So we'll enjoy it at least a few more hours. Thanks to GOD. Amen.

Off to Denver!

I'll be off to Denver soon, to be with my daughter when the baby comes. I'm just about finished with my larger quilt that I made for our little guy. I'm pretty sure that living in Denver, he'll get lots use out of all the quilts and blankets he's received. In the past few days his mommy and daddy have been snowed in!!! I sincerely hope that it's a sunny day or a calm evening when he arrives. We're all getting excited about it all. I've already booked a flight for myself to visit them in January, the airline had 25.00 seats!!! I couldn't resist. I asked first, if it would be alright they said " of course", so how cool is that? Yay for me!